oh my godddd.
i turn my back on a band for 2 months and they go and break up on me.
WRYYYYYYYYYYYY, PANIC?
but, anyway.
i've been so busy this whole summer. not with work or
any other shit. just, life i guess. friends. they
really come first with me now. i haven't picked up
a pencil to draw in a really, really long time.
my finger muscles are becoming so strong from texting.
i'm going to get nerve damage from my skinny jeans.
i finally got off my ass and got a new bike.
i'm actually really good friends with all the kids
in my town now. well, most of them.
i keep getting phone calls from my friends
to hear them crying on the phone. and all they want
is to have me there to listen & talk to them.
it's so different from how it was last year.
i can't even say i'm used to it.
i'm always the one relied on.
people always will "need me right now"
and open up to me. and tell me things they've never told anyone else.
and then they just push me around irl lol.
sometimes i wish i was not a nice person.